When Cancer strikes it hits with a devastating blow that can leave that person and their loved ones feeling helpless, and sometimes even hopeless. Words can't describe the way it feels to watch someone you deeply love suffer, and ultimately die. And the hardest part is realizing life must go on without them. I have suffered a huge, tragic loss that words can't even begin to describe how much he meant to me. Not only did I lose my husband, but I lost my best friend at the same time. He was my rock. My support. My partner. The one I always leaned on when life seemed too hard. He was the best husband and father I could have ever asked for. Gone, just like that. And in the moments I need him more than ever is when I miss him the most. And it's when I feel so alone. He's everywhere I look, yet nowhere at all. But he will always hold a special place in my heart. I may never understand the tragic events that have occurred until I stand before the Gates of Heaven, myself. But I do know this: He has forever changed me. And I will always love, but never forget, him. Go Rest HIGH on that mountain, My Love. I love you with all of my heart, Jason Steven Smith.
