
Night and Day, long and short, good and bad- contrast, most people crave for it. Exciting and dull, hot and cold, gain and pain- two different worlds. A combination of these in any distinct pattern and most people are OK on its concepts. Not me!!Enough of the ups and downs. Keep me level. Give me a nice neutral color, an average temperature year round, balanced bills, even a consistent look. I don't care anymore about status, power or showing off. For me, keep me level, keep me temperant, keep me grounded.
No need to fly and then crash land. No need for speed and slamming on the brakes. No need for exorbitant abundance, when simple pleasures can create ambient comfort.
Yes- for me- just keep it consistent. I can do without continuous change (good or bad). Let me downsize my emotional range. Excesses and droughts drain me of breath.
I want to take the time to enjoy, what G-d has granted me. I want to see, feel and absorb these gifts. Don't want life to flash by at the blink of an eye. Want to capture the "Kodiac " moment and posterize it in the memory bank, for easy access.
Man- I have to tell you- stop the merry-go-round. Slow the hour glass. Please let me replay the journey, in greater detail.