Angry at PTSD There is such pain inside of my heart and soul that I just cannot get rid of it. How do I make it go away? There are days that I want to scream out loud and make everyone feel the pain that I feel. Why is there so much pain?? What did I do to deserve all of this? Why can’t things ever be easy? All I ever wanted was a simple life with a husband and kids. I feel like I am at war…….what war??? Where is the war?? Who is the enemy? Where do we go from here? I have no clue, but it must stop! It must go away it must go go go go go go go go far away!! Go far away and get out of my soul! Get out of my soul!!!!!!! All I want to do is scream. Scream 'til it is all out of me, 'til it is all gone. Make it go away, make it stop, PLEASE. Where is this coming from? It must all stop, it must get out of me, I must make it go away. How do I end this all? IT JUST WON'T STOP! Do you not understand my cry my screams for you to leave me alone?
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