An Unexpected Stop

Pilgrims come; pilgrims disappear.

There is always a new face with a tentative smile in the gracious lobby or sitting in the Pub.

There are seldom, if ever goodbyes. Possibly, a wise choice since life is moving so rapidly in this life cycle.

I can’t recall ever having so much activity or humanity move gracefully albeit rapidly into my daily world.

Of course, when the Fabulous Four were young, there was constant movement as well as diversion in my daily life. Not like this, however.

This is a different lap of the journey.

And not the easiest, but perhaps in a way, one of the most challenging and yes, possibly, enlightening..

It is evoking more meditation than I have indulged in before on my earlier walk through life. My viewpoint has until now been limited to the secluded world I cherished. That was during the periods shared with the prince I will ever love, the four youngsters who shared their youth and vitality with a bewildered Mother, as well as those who nurtured me in childhood. But in reality, few others.

Now while I view the constant changing stops along the way, I become more acutely aware of the complicated journeys others endure. I find myself in awe of their strength; their lack of self pity as well as the generous welcome of friendship when approached.

It is an interesting time. One I had not been prepared to enter. The residence we share shelters one hundred occupants. I doubt if the stage I left held more than thirty.

My tendency for reclusiveness is beginning to shed. I find comfort in the humor of a stranger on a cloudy day. I find joy in the mental strength of a long time resident. I am inspired by the devotion of those who were blessed with sharing so much of their lives but now must cope with the role of caregiver.

The pilgrims evoke memories, admittedly, bittersweet, but yet, not unwelcome.

I find myself constantly amazed at this unexpected stop in my journey of life, and the lessons I am learning.

It may not the curriculum I chose, but I am cognizant of its blessings.