And That’s

I believe anyone who ever lived in NYC will agree.

We learned at a very early age not only to shop, but to savor the experience.

Losing that ability was a major concern once I decided to relinquish my car.

However, it was soon quite obvious that I had little choice since I was traumatized by the Michigan weather and fearful of driving in snow and/or ice.

And winter in the Midwest promises that weather annually.

Yet I thought “How will I shop?”

I loved the experience and discovery of mundane and miscellaneous boutiques and gourmet shops.

I found pleasure in the discovery of new and often, non essential items.

So yes, it has been a total joy to discover online shopping

Do I dare to admit I enjoy it almost as much as my former trips to the Malls and Outlet Centers?

I shop now in the evening, not because of crowds, but it is soothing before I sleep. I am cautious about purchases and make a mental note beforehand so I don’t overspend.

But the utter luxury of finding absolutely everything in one stop (and I won’t even mention the trauma of parking a car), is total bliss.

Last night I found multi colored folders for organizing some of my legal documents along with a gourmet brand of chocolate graham crackers no longer available in local markets.

I did not pay for shipping, and there will be no delivery charge.

Of course, there are economic consequences to this unanticipated change in not only my. but other’s behavior. However, at the moment, I admit to being unapologetic.

Covid changed my world, my life and eliminated many of my pleasures.

Shopping online is hardly a substitute, but it has calmed my angst at least for the moment.

For a brief moment it has stilled my anxious heart.

Admittedly, the chocolate grahams definitely help.

And that’s rather nice.